finals . gd luck =)

I've jst read ma cousin blog. Really love to read their blogs. When she's gone really emotional, meaningful words, sentences would be out all over the blog =D. Ber, u know who m i talking abt haha! bt its a compliment eh. i Love to read ur blog. It make me think also. But when i come across the part saying " When will a person grow up and think maturely ? " I think I can answer this question. What I personally think is a person will only grow up and think maturely when they have failed on one very important task , when they have been really hurt by the one they love lots, when they have lost one of their family members, when they have gone to the wrong path of their life, when they have really understand whats going on in real life, when they really touches on the working life and feel the uncountable burden that is coming their way, no more spoon-feeding and stuufffs. Hope u guys think its true like mayb part of it ? .

I could answer to this question its because i think i've changed alot. Grew up and think much more maturely than before. A person can feel it when they've changed. Admitting that few years back ive really like this guy since primary school which he is one of m' good pal now made me really suffer alot till last year ive stopped that puppy love on him. But at that time i thought my case was really hurtful and hard to get over it. I guess that time i was still young u know. Looking back almost one year ago, i've experience the same thing but its way much more complicated than before. Different issues and problems come in and out continuously. Tho when m'younger back then its jst " i love u " " i miss u " no flings no nothing jst everything changed. haha silly us when we think back when we were younger. The most 'naive' stage we've been thru.

Now, right now.. like what I say before this time its way too complicated than before. I've learned that m' getting elder .. I must know that love someone is easy but I have to bear with what is going to happen next . Got hurt badly will really bring u courage and strength during the healing process. From then, u'll feel that ur thoughts would be different. The next person who is going to court you. You'll know what to do . im no more the used to get caught easily anymore HAHA ! . For my case, i guess LOVE made me grow up , think maturely, understand the facts of life , try to understand the humanity in life. thats why on m'previous post ive thanked that person. But think twice, mayb I , myself is the one who make myself have the courage and more. You wont really know It's all part of the growing process.. im sure everyone will go thru this stage .. hopefully* Loving a person fully is not a good thing to do . believe me . trust me unless u really feel that he is really ur " the ONE "

Not only I myself could see the grow up thing but i could also see it all on ma friends. They've really grow up and think maturely after all the stuffs that happened on them. haha most of it because of love again and the others are mayb like i say one of their family member has gone or much more. One day, one day, one day, u will really grow up and think maturely when its the time for u . U can totally see the difference on a 16 yr old kid n an 18 yr old kid .. When ur 16, u would rebel saying WHY my sister can do this and that n i cannot... why do i have to finish all this stuffs when i have two other sisters, why my dad always scold me. why this and that .. all the why, how, what and stuffs are all out... haha. but when u get elderly sooner or later. U will have all the answers for all this questions u've asked before.

N plus yesterday, ah kin asked me do i recognise this guy standing on the basketball stand on white. I cant recognise him but after kin told me. i was so shock. because before he was like so FAT .. Face very round . body size . u know ! .. but this time when i see him .. his face is so sharp and gone into a really u cannot believe thing of him losing so much of weight. 80 kg to 60kg? .. 20kg? if m not mistaken. My god ! how can he do this? Mayb he has the determination on him . Thats why peeps out there if u think u want to give up or something . dont !! .. have some determination one day u will achieve what u want. U will feel happy and feel content in life coz u have accomplished something. not saying of weight or anything other stuffs also will do =)

oh wells, enough of all these. Just hope that everyone enjoy the last 8 days of 2006 . I know im going to have real loads of fun with my family and friends. So u guys have to also! !!!!!.. dont feel lonely coz u always have ur family and friends around you =D ! Cant wait for the surpriise crashing of my lovely cousins !! .. dont early morning k? i want SLEEP ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH... mwuahss.. love u all to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx =D