L a s t S u m m e r;

Wednesday, May 30th

tomorrow's d public holiday!

music: My Sassy Girl - Cannon in D
mood: sleepy & hungry shocked

What's on your mind?
- later lunchie w/ ryan n sisters, pay off bills, tutor tonightt :S but heys, tomorrow's a holiday WHEEE!!! got energetic for that one sec oni. ps.. oni!! sad

When was the last time you cried?
- last few weeks bcoz of that emotional tagalog series LOL !

Do you like history?
- not really, but hell, im teaching ma student now .. i wonder y my memory was so bad that time i couldnt even rmb part of it.. *dang.

Do you play any sports?
- seldom alreadyy but will still dig one time a week for basketball or swimming

Do you like working alone?
- yeah, used to it already

What's the most annoying sound ever?
- d continuous of naggging, banging coz to show some temper, n annoying ppl ! haha

Do you hate anyone
- jst dislike those bitches who hate bitches HAHA! yeh* U !!

Are you scared of dying?
- i am .

Do Goth people scare you?
- all of a sudden appear in front me looking like there's no tomorrow. yesh!

Are you depressed?
- no way..

Do you have your tongue pierced?
- nopes

Do you think the world sucks?
- sometimes.

Do comments make you super happy?
- not super happy jst alrights ;D

Have you ever done drugs?
- no, thank you.

How many times a day do you look in the
mirror?
- once i pass by every mirror.. u count. HAHA!

Have you ever witnessed someone dying?
- almost there.. but nopes

What's the date?
- 3o.o5.20o7

Do you like BBQ?
- YUPS! i want steamboat noww after BBQ !!

What's your favorite song?
- at the moment - Listen - Beyonce, Wo Ke Yi - Chai smthsmth, Jordin Sparks - This is my now, n etc etc.

Do you like to do chores?
- yeah when i have to.

Are you scared of people who wear all
black?
- nopes because i wear all black most of the time.. mayb im d one scare ppl haha

How many best friends do you have?
- BFF's 10+ u count us when we hang out together haha razz

What's a good age to get married at?
- 23, 24, 25, .... 30 ? haha! i d k !

What's your current mood?
- IM SLEEPY & HUNGRY !!! but lazy to eat HAHA!...

- to be continued* -_-"

stars1803 @ 09:29 AM GMT

Tuesday, May 29th

this is so true

music: ciara - like a boy

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

stars1803 @ 12:57 PM GMT

promises are meant to be broken HAHA

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my darling jiayi <33

DearJAcQq @ LeEe

thEm doIng theiR thAngg.. haha =D funny themm

miSsing one PerSon.. LOL!

chiVas anyone??

dog wid his nice fishing cap with tinG n Me ;D

LOL! =D 4 of ussss ;D

stars1803 @ 10:31 AM GMT

Monday, May 28th

finally! =D i've learned

FINALLY! =D wait for more pictures tomorrow morninggg razz

WHEE!

stars1803 @ 09:24 PM GMT

continuation

music: This is my now
mood: monday whaddya expect hai !

AH... im very hungry right now at this moment.. xian zhai .. sekarang.. nanti.. HAHA! plus feel so irritated also.. stupid darn weather.. hot like kiling gui arh .. hahhaa.. LOL! u all must be thinking this lady here is crazy and super duper high already due to the super hot weather outside. I desperately need an ice cream now and a very COOL shower and my home sweet home and cooling room ... haha! LOL!.. nvm.. later at 5pm go buy ice cream back home EAT.. anyone wanna join me for dessert tonight? hehe! it's going to be super niceeee.. NyEh NYeh.. hope there are banana at homee.. KEKE.. dip it into the vanilla ice cream.. aww... super nice! hahahaa..

oh wells, we had bbq last sat night.. it was overal fun ! stress free.. no nothing to think aboutt.. work totally put aside man.. heh! razz

partied till dunno what timeee den went roam around the deadtown with yungg.. den meet up the guys for tea hahah ! must b crazy man me... jst that i cant sleep thats why... than drove back homeee ... keep guling on bed till 6am baru can sleep .. next sunday morning.. kena wake up by Pheng and TIng asking me out for breakfast that was like 830am in da morningg... i was like. i dun want .. i slept at 6am lerh .... next time k.. when Pheng is going to go back Bandar and will be back after 3 weeks or 1 mnth later to KB.. eeee.. haha ! really sorry abt that .. but oh wells, there ar emore time right ;D so sleep till 230plus went out to take my tapao.. eat till around 3smth pick Jacq up from saloon to ma housee.. gossips again haha! =D gals jst love it k .. stay away if u dont like us.. NYEH! hahaha.. den tutor mr.choo till almost 6pm out for tea awhile with ling and jacq .. took back my Season 4 One Tree Hill from her n gonna borrow AMANDAIEEE !! if u happen to read my blog before u get the discss.. contact me k.. coz i always forget dee sad

!!

aha. i know ive been saying this a million of times.. saying i will learn to post pictures up .. but than i havent got the chance to ask my cousin how to.. coz it needs some codings which i SUCK at it hahaha.. nvm.. SOON SOON ! be patience and bear with me okie ;D consider a fast learner here.. *RIGHT* HHAHAHAhaa.. Cant wait for THursday PUBLIC HOLIDAY ........ muahahahahahhahaaaaaa.................. wheeee big grin

stars1803 @ 04:46 PM GMT

feelingsss

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stars1803 @ 04:38 PM GMT

Friday, May 25th

music: Jordin Sparks - This is my now

very addicted to this song big grin

... tears fall when watch her singg.. she is so good !!!.. congrats to Jordin Sparksss.. and Blake ur a winner too !! ur so talented !! LOVE THIS SEASON !! =D
enjoys peopleee...

stars1803 @ 03:20 PM GMT

swollen eyes :(

music: Mariah Carey - Hero
mood: it's FRIDAY !! =D

wheee.. a very good morning to everyone. Boring as usual.. working as usual too! I have been continuously being distract by the workshop downstairsss.. DRILLING, STOMPING, SMACKING and everythinggg was done this whole week plus the walls are so cheap that we could actually hear whatever sound they produce downstairss.. its toO CLEAR already larh.. cb!! and before this workshop making noise pollution; the office opposite us was renovating last week; there they go again.. vacuummingg.. *VOOOOOOOMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm* hitting the concrete wallss.. *TOCK TOCK TOCK TOCK*.. when they stop.. feel so relief after seconds start again.. *TOCK TOCK TOCK >> VOOOMMM >> SSST SSTTT >>*!! wtf :@ The most funny part is that once they stop .. the office become so quiet and suddenly got ppl open our office door SO HARD that it totally scares me off which i tot got who gonna break in or smth. Everytime when i heard footstepss i will be prepared for those who is gonna open the door so hard.. but when i dont hear the footstepsss of them coming upp.. there my heart will start beating 200km/hr. LOL! adrenaline rushes so fastt... macam ive been chase by a ghost behind me or a BULL hahaha...

Grr.. work is so fine for me jst that when it comes to the printing of PO's or INvoices, the printer will pissed me off all the timee.. coz the paper too THIN already thats why sometimes instead the printer printing the document out .. it EATs the paper .. make lubang on the papers.. I GUESS the printer is hungry all THE TIME need something to bite hUH!!.. plus the INK my godd.. MACAM LIKE RUNNING TAP WATER like that non stop flowinggg.. SO FAST finish.. ONE mnth at least need 2 catridge k .. and one catridge COSTS so much... terrible HP DESKJET 3920.. OLD PRINTER.. OLD OLD OLD OLD OLD... LAPAR U !! hahahaha.. sorry for being so stupid scolding the printer BUT than .. it took me sometime k .. wasting my time only.. the whole garbage bin is full of EATEN PAPERS by the PRINTEr... till i learn how to post pictures i wiLL Edit this entry.. see how amazing can HP DEskJEt be.. ;D!!

our LoveLy HP DeskJet 3920

when it gets SO HUNGRY

DUMPED & WASTED

Well back to reality of ma own lifee.. Life's so far so goodd till today when i wake upp i found out my eyes are uberly tireddd not sleepy jst tireddd den right eyes abit swollen which my double eye LID thickensss and goes so deep and obviousss.. so fugly k hahaha. macam kena insect bite or smth... HAI !!.. oh wells, my daily routine lately? huhs.. work . eat . work . rest . eat . tv/sleep.... if i happen not to go for basketball or any other stuffs.. but from today onwards it will be .. work . eat . work . rest . eat . tutor . sleep and await for fridays.. so that i can get enuf rest on saturdays and sundayss.. and wait till 04 June 2007 where tuition will stop ;D i mean the everyday basis.. after that student gonna have holiday for 2 weeks i guess and im going to HAVE HOLIDAY TOO !! ;D ;D ! wheeee.. wheee....

Since today is Friday, im quite energeticc .. looking forward to tonights plan.. tutor & watch Prison BREAK HEHE !! Tomorrow and Sunday UNPLANNED if Pheng no come back den no more lim teh at night tomorrow luu ;D ! hear from u soon keke(A)!.. nyhoos, last wednesday night went out for basketball.. scored a few and won few rounds too which is good good goodd.. exercise sweat sweat sweat leads to healthy boothie ;D.. sickness go away heheh !!.. than right after that went back home took a shower andddd out for dinner with bummss celebrate ah yen birthday.. till around 10 mins to eleven.. Yung brought me home and terus SLEEP my ass offf while the girls roaming around town .. hehehee.... miss the fun bt nevermind .. there's plenty more time aights wink

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Nothign much about ma so-called LOVE life. haha! still sticking to ma planssss not going to go into deeper deeper deeper... singly mingly is quite fun hahah which i broke my recorddd already ... no big deal abt it but for me its a big deal ;D means im not a desperado k .. but to those who think i kinda offended you than sorry larh .. u can dont read de marh. this is ma blog i write what i likeee.. dont like click the [X] button on the right hand top corner larh ... *PEACE* Lately, ive been reading lots of blogsss .. quite nice to read as different people got different problems or thoughts or experience or smth.. its nice of them to share out and let other ppl realize something more than that or whatever it is.. heheh !.. well, intro u all this page where all the Singaporean bloggers blog here .. where they are given a topic for that one whole week ;D .. their topic for this week was about Fashion.. hehe ! i havent finish reading as there are too many already.. here u go... * http://starblog.stomp.com.sg * just to help u guys/gals out there from getting bored ;D

lee bounce out .
xoxo

stars1803 @ 11:19 AM GMT

Tuesday, May 22nd

tv addicts

mood: sleepyy ='(

declaring myself 100% tv addictss; been watching taiwan series d whole morning and awhile in da afternoon. How nice huhs. haha! Finally, last night catch up with ONe Tree Hill Episode 17 Season 4.. well, it kinda disappoint me coz nothing much happen though but to think abt it, if Mark Schwann make everypart got something happen also not nice larh .... haha... am gonna dl episode 18 tonight if im not lazy or i wil jst wait for episode 19 tomorrow night ;P However, I kinda stop watching prison break atm.. mayb its weekdays and its so troublesome to bring laptop back and forth all the timee... so i wil jst bring the laptop home on fridays =D !

oh wells oh wells, Ting & My student gonna have exam in exactly 1 week time starting from today so which means im gonna have tuition everynight starting this week till the exam ends... ish ish .... the hard part is that this is a MId Year Exam for them which carries 50% for the report card.. hai... gonna push him hard hard. heheh XP.. nyhoos, nothing much happen today.. made myself busy for the day hence, I Dont feel bored at all today ;D time management good eh.. uiseh .. LOL !!! I have done the week's job already so now waiting for other stuffs to be finished for next week until my leave day ;P!! nyeh nyeh... 20 more daysss.. it will be a blink of an eye.. cant wait ...

alrights, i have nothing much to blog already.. will continue watching ma series again now.. hehe! back home rest rest and mayb will watch movie huhsss. jst maybeee.. oh yeah before i forget... i would like to SCREAM / SHOUT oUTLOUD to MR. LIEW YEW YEN.. if im not wrong HAHAHAaa.. HAPPY 19th !!!!! have a blast tomorrow.. mWAkss .. i know u wont read my blogg bt if u happen to readdd.. now u feel how sincere am I ah .. HEHE !! *waves*

*ending with a BIG SMILE to u all smile

big enuf? NOT?"?? urgh.. stay away than.. hhahaha*

stars1803 @ 05:23 PM GMT

Monday, May 21st

music: Now That She's Gone
mood: -so-so-

what a hot mornin bt a very calm afternoon... sweating helll lots inside d office dis morning which reli sux alot..and thanks god was drizzling jst now.. at least some cool air to help out with the heat at KB deadtown.. hehe! oh wells, its 3pm already which i dint realize ... monday's time flies fast huh.. thats a good sign coz hate to work during mondaysss.. MONDAY bLuesssss.... right, now there are colleagues from Miri with us nowww which I can say our office is much more merrier than before BUT what they talk about is WORK WORK WORK, complain and stuffs *headache eh* but macam professionals also.. LOL!

nyhoos, finally i finish watching ma tagalog seriess.. was watching it the whole night till 330am in da morning of Friday and Sat den Sat night continue watching again till Sunday morning 430am ! .. LOLness.. which i oni realize there are 128 episodes !!.. Actually around 3am im kinda dozing off already but than when i check how many epi left .. im left with one more episode.. so i might as well jst finish it all off hahaha =D .. u guys will be thinking this TV GEEK ADDICT ! hahhaaha.. what to do.. been really loving to watch movies lately at home ;D to keep me accompany and stay away from B-O-R-E-D-O-M so since im done with this series... I started Prison Break Season 1 where i am at episode 4 already heheh ;D !! Aww.. Wentworth Miller's bOOTHie.. *drools*

Right, my Sunday was jst alright.. slept till 12pm.. daddy woke me up and ask me wanna go out lunch with them not.. answered him yes after awhile of thinkingg.. den quickly get up brush teeth shower den dress up den POOFt... out to the car where parents are waiting for me already hahaha.. den headed to LoiFatt to eat chicken rice...... dint manage to finish the whole plate of rice but at least i feel im obedient heheh!!.. sisters all go to Miri . so left me and parentss.. BEEN ages we do this n its so seldom for me to eat with daddy and mommy only.. So, my dad started quite goodddd.... after eating went back homeee.. watch movie again.. hahah.. waited for Jacq to come over my house .. accompanied Ling for lunch .. till Kevin gif us call for lunch too.. we ended going together to LemON gRasss... after few minutes yung, yen, carl and hhv came join usss.. hehe! The lunch session overall was okayy.. and we found smth niceee in da toilet.. macam sakai right hahhaa. but to those guys who perasan will be really very funny haha.. i will post up the pics as soon i get back home.. gonna learn how to first hahah! .. Right after that, accompanied Jacq to get herself pampered.. den we went to Hans met up Jia wei.. eat again smile

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As for today, was in front of the computer as usuals.... dint chat much.. jst stuck myself at yOutube. Green Forest My Home.. big grin

Im starting another new taiwan series again at YoutUBe.. now, u can really say im a TV GEEK ! hahahaha.. Tagalog, Taiwan, English Series LOL ! When j karen back Sg & Hk series LOL !... or if i get to dl it myself... im so addicted right nowww.. this is a good way also... so that i could jst stay at homeee.. hehe!! well.. its 421pm now.. was really busy for 1hr oni jst now hahaha. busy issuing POs. n im going home real soon.. WHEEE ................................................

I WANT TO GO MIRI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................ ANYONE ??????????????????????

o.O !!!!!

stars1803 @ 05:22 PM GMT

Friday, May 18th

awake

music: kellyclarkson-a moment like this
mood: great

hello hii.. ohaiyoo.. apa khabarr.. bla .. *SHOUTS *SCREAmS* LOL! im getting bored bored bored bored each and every freaking minute or let's make it sound more worsee.. each and every SECOND... tick tock tick tock... haha.. !! Hate it when my msn messenger is on but there are no freaking ppl i could actually chat with eh.... but today, i was chatting with Jacq and Pheng from 8am till 1040am jst noww.. hahaha now pheng doing his visa while jacq is busy blogging already abt the "fat ass" yeah talking abt u k .. FAT ASS! hahahahahahhaaha... step on ma ji mui's tail means step on ours too!.. Wooo... time flies fast today... one more hr to go for lunchie timeee.. today will go back home at 12 sharp and will be back at 1.05pm haha!! seee, how demotivated am I.. loves being late to work and some more this morning late 15 minutes agian.. okay bah, sorry ! coz i went to market tapao food to EAT .. office nothing to eat n i dun want to eat EGG SANDWICH every single day man !!.. imagine yesterday morning. auntie josie made me 4 pieces egg sandwich which makes it two pieces together and the eggs are like so much... eat till bloated... plus a cup of milo.. den after noon when go back drink milo againl... den at night eat egg sandwich again.. EE !! im going to be called EGG LADY already... HAHAH ! o.O wtff..

Hmmm.. lemme see what I did yesterday... aights, i went for ball at around 6pm den playhed for a few roundss as we are THE WINNERS for the day. HAHA ! winners stay.. dont mindme LOL !! and this kimfui keep calling us three gals as Bubbles, Blossom & Buttercup... FYI. Chien , Me, Ting ! HAHAHAHAHAaa.. once we score a basket he wil be like singing " Here's BUBBLEs, she score in One ball, and u.. u can o not and I am the PROFESSOR X" LOL !! I jst love going for basketball bcoz the ppl around there is jst u kno happy go luckyy.. especially when kimfui is with uss.. he will be like the centre of attraction of the whole half court behind sometimes the front court too.. BUT if those outside observers who always pass by chms court they can see d difference between the first half court and the second half court. The first half is like SO SERIOUS till like they are going to PUNCH each other in da team... Sometimes SPARKING each other wooo.. i will be sitting in da middle of the court and watch them spark each other !! hahahaha.. love to watch all those kind of issuesss. when they fight more fun again... not to forget... kiasuss ppl there too.. hahaha ! no offence if u are a MEMBER of the first half court LOL !... while the 2nd half there will be a bit of spark but than they are all naive and young kidsss... play with them is fun also.... jst that they are also those kiasus typee.. MUST win.. hahaha.. for eg. yesterday me ting chien and kimfui one team which our opponent was the boysss.. form 2, 3 , 4 kidss.. when we raced to 7-5.. kf pass the last ball to TIng den chuotong guard her den she shoots and she scoREss... *YEAH<< WOOOO, JUMP WITH JOY !!!!* celebrate it all in and out ! hahah ... the lil kid was so pissed .. LOL. but whatever it is we had fun.. after that we have this parent and kid talk with uncle choo..

have to admit yeah, guess it's our problem not our parents problem after all.. comes to me .. maybe im really the one wrong not trying to talk to ma parents? IF u ask me did i try? I tried.. tried telling them but they keep going against it but not listening me to finish it and stuffs... Well, i jst realize always when my mom started scolding me I will be jst smiling thru and my heart doesnt feel pissed or smth bt jst loving it.. jst try imagineee next time when they are no more nagging and stuffs? You'll feel awkward rightt coz u are so used to it already right... hai !!!! I do love my parents and ma sisterss.. but how can i actually show that to them.. it's like one fucking hell hard for me.. Im so envy to those daughters and sons who are so close to both their parents........................... i really do :"( nyhooosss.......

and jst now when i was cahtting with jacq i feel like we really changed a lot already ... Just take a very good example "2006". It was really indeed a wake up call for me.. ur right dayangg..! I DID wake up in a lot of stuffs already.. been thru done that n wont repeat it once again u seeee.. HOPE it wont happen... *SIGHS!* The continuous of falling and stand up and fall and stand up once again was really tough ... yah, here i come again to LOVE ... sometimes when i start to go over this LOVE i FEEL sick abt it.. totally SICK totally DONT want to mention abt it ... hate it lots.. mayb jst bcoz of my psatt... but why must i live in the past right? I have long future ahead of me.. so i wil jst get my past as an experience and to learn from it.. It was indeed a disaster of LOVe last year.. because of him i argued with ma parents, bcoz of him i go out every day, because of him i get to do what i want, because of him i felt loved and cared, because of him i feel im so protected in everything i do, i feel that no one is gonna harm meeee, because of him i get hurt again and again, because of him and the list go on and on and on on on on on again...... the worst thing is its jst like a knife stab into ma heart million and million of timesss. That's how my 2006 passed each and everyday. so, yeah thank u to u ... but i tell u already i can live w/out you... im happy right now and i know u have eyes to see... tho they are sweet memories, it wont be erased for the time being bt it will be erased soon... if i continue to dislike the way u act... i know u dont care so whatever hahaha..!!

well, 2007 was really a good start for me... loves the way I am nowwww... singly, happy, bubbly, hyper, crazyyy assss meee.. im back !! =D I will jst love to protect myself from love nowww... not the time for it... thank u ! =D there are more things I have to do in ma life... study hard, good job, have a tight and close relation with parentss.. thats all mission/aims to be accomplish in life... so I really do hope ITB will accept me on JUNE 21.. hope i can see my name on it.... will really study harddddddddddddddd............................ please! for the sake of myself and sake of the future family im gonna have and for the sake of ma parents nowwwww.... take it easy n patiently waitingggg...
okay its a long post i knoww.. jst feel like SPLATTING out everything hahaha.. since ive got nothing much to do.. so yeah.. enjooyyssss...

<33 KW24KDs !!!! <33

stars1803 @ 12:38 PM GMT

Thursday, May 17th

Thursday

music: Gia Farrell - Hit me up
mood: good =D

good morning! i wont blog much today.. jst wanna add songs into ma blogg to jst make it fresh bt not a dead place to be in. hehehe ! okay, this song is dedicated to all ma loved onessssss and have a nice day to u all today.. mishingg u guysss... Song name is Dahil Ikaw which is the soundtrack of the philippine movie im watching... Sa Piling Mo... hugs and kisses to u all..

--SURVEY--
should you be doing something else
right now?
- yesh bt NOTHING TO DO K ! hahaha

if so, what?
- work lorh..

are you excited for this year's
Valentine's Day?
- it's over .. ;D but overall its funn...

do you have a cell phone?
- yuppss

if so, do you use it a lot?
- all the time bt recently all of us macam lost contact eh

how about your own phone in your
room?
- no phone in ma room

what are some things you may want
to major in for college?
- bUsiness, thats wht i did..

how many ex's have you had?
- 3 .. SO? HAHA

how many kisses?
- hMmm..

do you wear foundation?
- no, it spoils my faceee (:

11. if you were given any three wishes
right now, what would they be?
- unlimited cash, cure shoulder back pain, love

12. are you superstitious?
- I am.. when i received al those msges saying u must forward this to how many ppl bla bla bla.... urghhhhh*

13. when was the last time you cried?
- yesterday bcoz of the movie again haha!

14. what was the saddest movie you've
ever seen?
- cant remember eh

15. do you cry when you watch sad
movies?
- yesh, when im really concentrating man!

16. when was the last time you went to
the movie theaters?
- last saturday night =D

17. what's your favorite kind of
crackers?
- all the crackers n im d cracker too! hahha =D

18. cookies?
- as long its nice..

19. do you own a digital camera?
- yupppsss

20. what's the most expensive piece of
clothing you own?
- ma dressess..

21. how many pillows do you have on
your bed?
- i dint bother to count once on bed sleep liao.. hahah !

22. how many stuffed animals do you
have?
- lots all around me.. ;D

23. what's ONE all-time-favorite movie?
- nadaaa eh bt show have larh =D

24. what's your favorite song at the
moment?
- tagalog songs

25. do you like sappy love movies?
- nopes

26. if you were given a chance to go to
only ONE place in the entire world and
live there for the rest of your life,
where would it be?
- awww... still Brunei if its for the rest of ma life.

27. and why?
- peaceful and jst love staying here tho its like bored like hell

28. deeply describe yourself in 3
sentences.
- tall thin weird ;D

29. what was the last board game you
played?
- its been a long time

30. name one band that most of your
friend's havent heard of.
- local bands LOL! I myself never heear

31. do you own a britney spears cd?
- i think so

32. do you own a backstreet boys cd?
- nopesss jst cassette LOL!

33. did you like any of them AT ALL?
- they are fine with me

34. do you own expensive perfume?
- yuppss

35. if so, what?
- E.Arden, J.Lo, Hugo

36. do you wish you lived by the beach?
- sometimes i wish.. so i can star gazing everything on da beautiful beach.. awww... ;D

37. name one place youd rather be
right now.
- at homeeeeee

38. would you die for love?
- dont know

39. do you think that you have to reach
a certain "age" to understand what
love is?
- i dont think so.

40. why do you think some people think
that?
- i dont know, it's jst all depends on what age u start to get mature enuf to think u see...

41. name ONE hot celeb.
- oh man.. Chad Micheal Murray or James Lafferty.. *DROOLS*!

42. how many times in your life would
you say youve been really depressed?
- one - two - three - four .....

43. how many times in your life would
you say youve been in love?
- TWICE !

44. if you were given a chance to do
either painting for the rest of your
life or acting for the rest of your
life?
- painting for the rest of m'lifeee

45. do you sometimes just wish you
could fast
forward time?
- yeah bt jst SOMETIMES =D ! ! ! !

KW25KDs!!!! <333

stars1803 @ 10:51 AM GMT

Wednesday, May 16th

6days leave approved!

music: JayR - Bakit Pa
mood: aww.. missing ma 3 loves <3!!

YIPPEE !! 26 more days to go till ma trip to KK which is confirm already bought ticket already and all which meanss TT here i come, resorts here i come, clubbing here i come !!! =D enjoy enjoy enjoy to d fullest wid ma own sweat to spend on. Not going to buy much stuffs as my shopping list is oni swimsuits =D hahah n might have another ear hole again HEHE ! =D.. oh wells, ive jst finish doing all ma tasks at work which is a good thing indeed better than nothing to do the whole day u see.. heheh XD
Feel so energetic today n really used to it to wake up at 715am by the stupid alarm i set. LOL! Time do flies when there's lots of things to do.. It's like 1121am already.. so fastt wink

Oww.. im loving wednesday that is today.. might as well go for bball today huhs.. but i think when the time reached 5pm im a total lazy bum already.

hehe.. ive not been out with bums for like since last saturday night n im so lazy to go out from the time i know i got lots of series to chase =D !! .. Now, im catching up ma tagalog series .. SA piling mo.. den next will be Prison Break Season 1 den One tree Hill season 4 den Heroes den LOST =D ! NYEH NYEH !! i think i wil be stuck at home watching all those for mayb 2 weeks or more? hahahahaha .. LOVes ma life noww.. morning get up work lunch time back home if bums call for lunch then lunch with them.. den back office work den 5pm go home rest sleep bath eat watch movie.. hhahaha.. phone not ringing recently NOT a good sign k ! hehe =D thats why im missing ma 3 lvoess.. u guys sure thinking who lerh... why this thien lee like so many ppl lerh.. DONT CRAZY u ppl ! hahaha.. ma 3 loves aka TINGGG, YUNG & =D !!! oh man missing u all... macam for ages didnt chat already... but lucky i get to catch up with ting last night.. and p/s ting.. where is CBman arh ! hahahahhaa.. he lost in d wood already.. n ngi pheng also !! ... eeeee..... nyhoos, hope to catch up with u guys soon.. man, missing the time when we go to Seria together for dinner.. hai hai hai ....

oh wells, me n ting were talking abt like macam so long time no meet the rest but its like 5 days only. macam inseperable like that. Issit because we are too close to feel so different when we didnt meet each other for so long or hang out?,.. THink back like what kevin say we are all like brothers and sisters already.. macam bonded by blood.. respect own friends.. love being with friends more like that? hahaha.. true also larh but.. ai. imagine jst 5 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D okay, i sound so desperate or smth .. LOL !

i hope most of the ppl can visit my site coz i cant seem to visit it here in da office to see comments or stuffs.. but no worries back home boleh read.. k lar.. gtg now.. 24 more minutes to lunch timee..
mwuahss.. ciaoz***

xoxo.
T.LEee <33

stars1803 @ 12:36 PM GMT

Friday, May 11th

feels good

music: True Faith - Dahil Ikaw
mood: excited =D

hello =D ! M'listening to True Faith - Dahil Ikaw .. which their band name really make me kinda laugh at it.. coz it doesnt suit their band ... hahah like u know =D !! Well, im currently addicted to tagalog series... where i actually foudn the song i mention jst now there... it's such a nice story. to summarise everything is like since young they are together already... than this guy is blind ... than this girl is a gambler.. she promise not to gamble but in order to have a lumsum of money to bring her bf to operate his eye in order to see the world... she went gambling.. n turn out a lot of shyt.. one day she won the money.. n bring her bf off to Manila for operation.. but when on their way.. she got caught by the POLICE coz someone put drugs into her bag without her knowing abt it... She left her bf at a small tuckshop coz she told him she wwants to make a call.. n never return after that...

AFter 6 years, they are still loving each other.. n d gal has to change her name or identity so that no one knows that she is still alive so that she wont be in a very dangerous life to live on. ANd so she was living with a guy who helped her all thru ... den the blind guy .. he went for operation and was able to seeeee.. bcoz of another rich gal who helped him and fall in love with him... after that very 6 years, he found out that the person he loves lot has died due to the changes in identity and dint know that actually she is still alive. HAI !!!! ... TIll one day, they met agian for business.. n started working together.. the sad thing is he doesnt know that she is the one he was searching for all alongg... but she knew it all along and bear with the pain .. bear with everything she sees that hurts her.. bear with the wedding he is going to have with the rich gal who helped him all along.... bearing with him saying that he loves this rich gal (NICOLE) alot.... everyday single day bear and cry when she reached home...

But the best part is she has her own baby boy whom his daddy is the blind guy... well, i jst cant wait for them to actually tell each other real identity and get married jst like that.. but i have like 20 over to 30 over more episodes till the part i want I HOPE**! hahahhaa.. oh man... n n n n n ONE TREE HILL TOOO !!!... jj karen .. when is the next epi ?? hehehehee.... i want to watch PRISON break and heroes too !!.. hehehhe oh man.. hahah so many to watch.. plus KK TRIP!! =D WHEEE... will confirm the time & date soonsss.. oh wells, gotta go noww.. find other things to do again.. mwuahsss !

xoxo...

stars1803 @ 04:23 PM GMT

Tuesday, May 8th

finally mc granted =D

music: HowFar
mood: happy indeed

hmmm.. been resting on bed the whole day today till 6pm, jst wake up take a bath ..diinner and ready for tuition... guess i had enough of rest already. finally finally !! i can get MC and actually jst rest at home oni the whole day. it's jst feels good to be at home the whole day jst like that and it makes me feel like staying at home more no nid to work and stuffss.. oh gosh.. im missing school''s life right noww.. where we get long term holidays and stuffs ... hai ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~..... whatever it is im going to work till end of JUne .. or mayb earlier.. who knows? so i will jst have to bear another month !!! urgh.. for the sake of myself ....

finally met stephie already !.. she is still the same ol herr... love her to bits .. =D .. we went to Procter for dinner last night till 9smth.. actually decided not to go that early but when three indians walk pass us .. we were like okay, i think we better go now.. HAHAHAHAH !! what the !!.. not being racist or smth here. jst that u knowww.. there's this smell of them... hehe..! sorry if i offended whoever is reading ma blog noww.. =D jst being honest.. so yeah, we left procter than roam around town den to lagoonn.. take a few pictures den headed to MIng's housee.. and there's where i started to feel very sick.. and at around 11 .. we went to MOinam.. and thats when my body start boilinggg..den got terrible headachee.. so came back home as fast as i couldd.. take mc from colleague.. take medicine terus SLEEP... hai !!.. its good to be sick coz i get to rest at homee.. but the cons is its going to be very very very xin ku...

nyhoos, jst now tuition we have fun indeed hahaha.. we were jst u know laughingg.. but of course got teach them larh .. =P LOL ! TOMORROWS ting2x birthday !!.. so im here to wish u .. a HAPPY ADVANCED 19th BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!! MWUAHS !!.. love u gal .... see u tomorrowww....
til than ~... ciaozzzzzz

stars1803 @ 11:16 PM GMT

Monday, May 7th

Monday bLueesss

music: RTB 50th Anniversary song LOL!
mood: terribly sick

sneeze sneeze sneeze .. blow blow blow.. tissues all over me and rubbish bins a quarter of it is ma fresh wanton . HAHA ! XD i know im being disgusting but oh wells, jst telling the truth and this is ma blog i will blog what i WANT !.. dislike GO AWAY ! hahahhahahahhaa.. oopsieee.. i dont want to offend ppl hehee .. sowie sowiee.. jst that dis stupid terrible flu dat attack me last night is making me HIGh and crazy ! hHAHAHAHahahaa.. hate it when comes to flu..... and yeah, dint really get to sleep well lst night as my nose is block the whole entire cool night inside ma room. I dint enjoy sleeping in da cool airconditioned room last night. darn it !!!!!

oh wells, Steph is back !!!.. yippeee, talked with her on da phone this morningg.. and she is now at Bandar enjoying herself.. at the mall, seri q-lap and all all all =D .. hehehe hopefully we can meet up tonight gal.. mwauhss.. missing yaaa..

haii.. lately been reading alot of BORNEO BULLETINsss... there's one particular article attracted me.. A 12 YRS OLD GIRL ... HUNG HERSELF right after telling her parents she go to toilet.. and her parents found out that she was actually dead jst the very next morning / day. !! and continue reading on it happened at Kampung Baru, Seria... SUrprisingly, she is jst 12yrs old man.... it must have been because of her family members not treating her well or too much of peer pressure, stress, disappointmentss.. or because of a guy ... yeah girls can be stupid to die for a guy k.... well, no offend.. im also a girll.. coz thats whats most case are... nyhoos, jst feel kerlian oni lahh.,. hai.. she is still young to think of ending her life jst like that... she must have been depressing all alongg jst htat no one notices her.. hopefully she has this diary or smth which will tell what might be the cause of her death... Some more..there's an article saying a guy being fined for stealing a girls hair? HAHAHAH !.. this is funny.. LOL LOL LOL !!.. n den ... what i realize lately is that there is alot of accidentss... mann, to those who are driving all the time (including I myself) be much more carefullllll..... think of the people around u who loves u and need u .. dont be selfish ... smile

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uh-huh.. i know ive been bla bla-ing lots of nonsense.. since ive got nothing todo here in da office.. so i might as well jst use blogging to fill up ma sweet precious time. HAHA ! exactly 43 more minutes to go till lunch time. cant wait.. hai ! k lar.. i will stop here and start resting .... sick sick sick ... i needd MC........... :'( !! ! ! !! ! ! ! !

xoxoxoxoxo

stars1803 @ 12:17 PM GMT

Sunday, May 6th

feeling down jst down with no reason :D

music: Martina McBride - How far
mood: tired n hungry

GOOD EVENING !!.. another saturday night again jst gone jst a blink of an eye. 8 more minutes to sunday.. proud to say i dint go out for today. okay, i know only today.. but at least im at homeee.. and of course i will try to be at home as much as I can, so yeah. Jst hope that you all can give me sometime.. (refering to ma family.. not u !) haha !! nyhoos, ive been listening to Martina McBride sings HOW FAR a million zillion thrillion times already... WINAMP playlist jst only one particular song keep repeatingg.. I jst love the rhythm to it and the lyrics to it.. and THE VIDEO of it for one tree hill where LUCAS N BROOKE were still together !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWwww............... I jst want them to be together.. i dont fuggin want lucas to be with PEYTON !!.. peyton PLEASE go find ur JAKE k ~~~~~ urgh ! hahah.. what moviee... sienss.. and i jst finish watching Season 4 Episode16 which is the latest onee.. it was another cool, exciting and nice epi to watch man... Mark Schwann is good! hahhaaha.. really good story line man... im indeed a BIG HUGE MASSIVE BIG FAN of OTH ! =D n i heard there will be Season 5 too !.. oh.. i cant wait for that.. and also cant wait for the next few episode for Season 4 .. wink

nyhoos, I WON A BET n heheheh =D nt gonna mention this in detail but yeah.. im so hungry nowwww.. can anyone cook smth for me to eat? haha ! =D i dont mind burnt food or smth.. im jst hungry hahaha okay i know im badd.. oh wellss.. heheh ~~ girls are mean razz

LOL !.. alrights nothing much to blog already.. tomorrow gonna rest really well at home and might be going for basketball if the weather cooperate wid uss.. hehe=D aightss.. lyrics coming upp....

MARTINA MCBRIDE - HOW FAR

Verse 1:
there's a boat
i could sail away, three's a sky, i could catch a plane, theres a train, theres the tracks, i could leave and i could choose to not come back, ooh, never come back, there you are, givin' up the fight, here i am, beggin you to try, tal to me, let me in, but you just put your walls back up again, ooh, whens it gonna end

CHORUS
how far
do i have to go to make you understand
i wanna make this work so much it hurts, but i just cant, keep on givin, go on livin, with the way things are, so im gonna walk away, and its up to you to say, how far

[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
Verse 2:
theres a chance i could change my mind, but i wont, not till you decide, what you want, what you need, do you even care if i stay or leave, oh whats it gonna be

REPEAT CHORUS

Bridge:
out of this chair, or just across the room, half way down the block, or half way to the moon

How far do I have to go to make you understand,
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't,
Keep on giving, go on livin with the way the things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say
yeah, im gonna walk away
and its up to u to say how far..

REPEAT CHORUS
how far ooooooooooooooooooooo...

stars1803 @ 01:00 AM GMT

Friday, May 4th

extract

This quiz has 85 questions.
Here's what
you're supposed to do...
and DON'T spoil the fun.
Copy this entire bulletin and paste it
onto a new bulletin that you will send.
Change all the answers so that they
apply to you.
PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS
THE SUBJECT.

The theory is that you will learn a lot
of little known facts about those who
know you.

1. Start Time: 1032am
2. Name: C.T.Lee
3. Nickname: Leee @ Diana
4. Astrology sign: piSces
5. Gender: FemALe
7. Hair color: dark brown
8. Eye color: dyed BLACK
9. Height: 170cm+
10. Favorite Most color: black
11. Glasses: nada
13. tattoos: soons =D
14. Birthplace: KB, Brunei !
15. Area code: +673
16. TRUEfriends: bUms 4eva <3

HAVE YOU EVER*
17. cut your own hair? : yeshhh..
18. Done something in the past
regret? : there is but its all over
19. Have you ever met someone you were
not supposed to? : nopes, everyone come and go for a reason ;D
21. Skipped school? : used to during high school
22. Bungee jumped? : ONE DAY!
24. Punched someone? : nopes, not yet hehe
25. Cheated on someone? : nopes
26. Been arrested? : im good ;D
27. Broken into someones house?: never
28. Been to a funeral? : yuppsss
32. Used a lighter? : play with it .
*FAVORITE*
34. Season: all
36. Ice cream flavor: vanilla and mango ;D
37. Fav School subject(s): anything to do with Business
38. Candy: those i dont feel yucky
39. Breakfast: any which can make me full =D
40. Juice: apple juice
41. Book(s): magazines
42. Movie(s): Wild Hogs at the moment bt im more into series
43. Song(s): Listen - Beyonce
50. Letter: love letter
51. Favorite fast food
restaurant : PIZZA HUT , MC D & sugarBUn
52. Disney Princess: BEauty and the bEast big grin

53. TV station(s): lotssss
54. Name for a son: still early man
55. Name for a daugter: refer above

DO YOU PREFER*
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : Vanillaaa of cozz
57. Alcoholic or not? : nopes
60. Scary movies or comedies?: a big FAN of bOTH =D
61. Short or long hair? : long
62. Croutons or bacon bits? : bacon

FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND
64. Mexicans in general: mexican dance
65. School: meet up ma bums
66. Grass: green green and healthy
67. Cow: MOOO MOOO!!
68. Canada: yunnnnn yunnn having fun
69. Mouse: computer mouse
70. Hands: LONG n scary

THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU
71. Watched a movie? : nopess
72. Talked on the phone?: ya..
73. Cried? : nope..
74. Choked?: yesh! jst yesterday haha -_-"
75. Drank a glass of water? : yesh
76. Done Drugs? : never
77. Read a book or magazine? : nopes
78. Watched TV? : yaa..
79. Looked in the mirror? : everyday
80. Taken a shower? : if not ?
81. Taken a picture? : yesh
82. Listened to music? : LIFE to make my day
83. Kissed someone? : nopesss
84. Told someone you liked them: nopesss
85. End time: 1039am

stars1803 @ 11:40 AM GMT

Tuesday, May 1st

01. What time is it now?
>> 2.14pm right now.

02. What are you doing?
>> trying to dont feel bored and trying to dont feel SLEEPY!.. heavy eyes right now *_*

03. Thinking of Anyone?
>> yeahhhh ;D

04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad etc?
>> BluR n HAppY! =D

05. Why?
>> 45% energy left.. n jst happy ;D

06. What is the last thing you ate?
>> UBE .. rice and curry !!

07. Last thing that you've heard that
made you cry?
>> the tagalog seriesss

10. Whats the last movie that made you
cry?
>> as per abovee

11. Who do you wish to be by your side?
>> jst my beddd and coolling air-conditioner

13. Regretted anything in this month?
>> going out too often.

14. Did you fall in love/out of love
in this month?
>> out of love.

15. Who was the last person you talked
to?
>> ahber

16. Who was the last person you hugged?
>> cant remember

17. Who was the last person you sms?
>> dyGjACQ <3

18. What did you dream of today?
>> too tired to dream

19. Who can make you laugh?
>> ma clazi bumSs <3.. especially yung and ting =D

20. Who always takes care of you?
>> family & bums

21. Anyone you know is in pain?
>> yesh me ! back pain! *urgh!

24. What happen?
>> it's been like that all along

25. What do you wanna do before you
die?
>> a one complete happy family & successful la femme ;D

26. What song is stuck in your head?
>> AKoN - DOnt mAtter

27. What song are you listening now?
>> LADIO!

28. Worried about anyone?
>> mOmsie dadSie and Himmm ^_^

29. What age do you wanna get married?
>> when its abt timeee

30. How many children do you want?
>> daddy say 3 or more ! hahahah...

31. Where do you wanna go for
Honeymoon?
>> anywhere not BRunei thats all ;D

32. Any plans in this 2 month?
>> cousins trip to KK =D

33. Describe a perfect wedding?
>> a comfy and successful oness

34. Describe a perfect Date?
>> anywhere which isnt boring would be perfect.

35. Where would you like to go for
Holiday?
>> Spore & KL!

36. Do you play instrument?
>> used tooo

38. Do you have a band?
>> dancing gRoup.. - degree and coming upp Celcius band .. lacking one ! hahahhhahah XD

39. What song do you want to listen to?
>> Dont mAtter - AkON

40. Wish you could die?
>> nopes, still early to die.

41. Do you give up easily?
>> sometimes

42. Do you know anyone that acts like a
kid?
>> everyone sure does have that lil bits.

44. Do you know anyone that is rude?
>> yeahh

45. What's the sweetest thing anyone
ever done?
>> for me to know, for that person to know and for god to know ;D

47. Any sweet unforgetable memories
with your Ex?
>> yeahhh

48. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love
the most?
>> ei ei ei ??

49. Who do you want to be hugged by?
>> never try but can I ? razz

50. Are you enjoying life?
>> =) very indeed.

As you see, im bored right now. WOuld like to find smth to do... so mayb once ive done blogging here i would be playing card games and wait for the next thing to do in the office. THe whole morning was crazy indeed all the work non stop coming & even phone callss... Finally, I can have a peaceful afternoon. THANKS GOD ! and yeah, tonight gonna go party with momSIe and sisterss....
woooo.... ladio is playing KeLLy Clarkson - Because of YOU! nice niceee**.. okies, anyone who jst read my blog now.. feel free to click me on msn and start chatting with me. I Will entertain u!! hahah XD.. bah.. mwuahsss..

adiossss..

xoxo..
much loves,
LEeeee
blush

stars1803 @ 03:31 PM GMT