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hello hii.. ohaiyoo.. apa khabarr.. bla .. *SHOUTS *SCREAmS* LOL! im getting bored bored bored bored each and every freaking minute or let's make it sound more worsee.. each and every SECOND... tick tock tick tock... haha.. !! Hate it when my msn messenger is on but there are no freaking ppl i could actually chat with eh.... but today, i was chatting with Jacq and Pheng from 8am till 1040am jst noww.. hahaha now pheng doing his visa while jacq is busy blogging already abt the "fat ass" yeah talking abt u k .. FAT ASS! hahahahahahhaaha... step on ma ji mui's tail means step on ours too!.. Wooo... time flies fast today... one more hr to go for lunchie timeee.. today will go back home at 12 sharp and will be back at 1.05pm haha!! seee, how demotivated am I.. loves being late to work and some more this morning late 15 minutes agian.. okay bah, sorry ! coz i went to market tapao food to EAT .. office nothing to eat n i dun want to eat EGG SANDWICH every single day man !!.. imagine yesterday morning. auntie josie made me 4 pieces egg sandwich which makes it two pieces together and the eggs are like so much... eat till bloated... plus a cup of milo.. den after noon when go back drink milo againl... den at night eat egg sandwich again.. EE !! im going to be called EGG LADY already... HAHAH ! o.O wtff..

Hmmm.. lemme see what I did yesterday... aights, i went for ball at around 6pm den playhed for a few roundss as we are THE WINNERS for the day. HAHA ! winners stay.. dont mindme LOL !! and this kimfui keep calling us three gals as Bubbles, Blossom & Buttercup... FYI. Chien , Me, Ting ! HAHAHAHAHAaa.. once we score a basket he wil be like singing " Here's BUBBLEs, she score in One ball, and u.. u can o not and I am the PROFESSOR X" LOL !! I jst love going for basketball bcoz the ppl around there is jst u kno happy go luckyy.. especially when kimfui is with uss.. he will be like the centre of attraction of the whole half court behind sometimes the front court too.. BUT if those outside observers who always pass by chms court they can see d difference between the first half court and the second half court. The first half is like SO SERIOUS till like they are going to PUNCH each other in da team... Sometimes SPARKING each other wooo.. i will be sitting in da middle of the court and watch them spark each other !! hahahaha.. love to watch all those kind of issuesss. when they fight more fun again... not to forget... kiasuss ppl there too.. hahaha ! no offence if u are a MEMBER of the first half court LOL !... while the 2nd half there will be a bit of spark but than they are all naive and young kidsss... play with them is fun also.... jst that they are also those kiasus typee.. MUST win.. hahaha.. for eg. yesterday me ting chien and kimfui one team which our opponent was the boysss.. form 2, 3 , 4 kidss.. when we raced to 7-5.. kf pass the last ball to TIng den chuotong guard her den she shoots and she scoREss... *YEAH<< WOOOO, JUMP WITH JOY !!!!* celebrate it all in and out ! hahah ... the lil kid was so pissed .. LOL. but whatever it is we had fun.. after that we have this parent and kid talk with uncle choo..

have to admit yeah, guess it's our problem not our parents problem after all.. comes to me .. maybe im really the one wrong not trying to talk to ma parents? IF u ask me did i try? I tried.. tried telling them but they keep going against it but not listening me to finish it and stuffs... Well, i jst realize always when my mom started scolding me I will be jst smiling thru and my heart doesnt feel pissed or smth bt jst loving it.. jst try imagineee next time when they are no more nagging and stuffs? You'll feel awkward rightt coz u are so used to it already right... hai !!!! I do love my parents and ma sisterss.. but how can i actually show that to them.. it's like one fucking hell hard for me.. Im so envy to those daughters and sons who are so close to both their parents........................... i really do :"( nyhooosss.......

and jst now when i was cahtting with jacq i feel like we really changed a lot already ... Just take a very good example "2006". It was really indeed a wake up call for me.. ur right dayangg..! I DID wake up in a lot of stuffs already.. been thru done that n wont repeat it once again u seeee.. HOPE it wont happen... *SIGHS!* The continuous of falling and stand up and fall and stand up once again was really tough ... yah, here i come again to LOVE ... sometimes when i start to go over this LOVE i FEEL sick abt it.. totally SICK totally DONT want to mention abt it ... hate it lots.. mayb jst bcoz of my psatt... but why must i live in the past right? I have long future ahead of me.. so i wil jst get my past as an experience and to learn from it.. It was indeed a disaster of LOVe last year.. because of him i argued with ma parents, bcoz of him i go out every day, because of him i get to do what i want, because of him i felt loved and cared, because of him i feel im so protected in everything i do, i feel that no one is gonna harm meeee, because of him i get hurt again and again, because of him and the list go on and on and on on on on on again...... the worst thing is its jst like a knife stab into ma heart million and million of timesss. That's how my 2006 passed each and everyday. so, yeah thank u to u ... but i tell u already i can live w/out you... im happy right now and i know u have eyes to see... tho they are sweet memories, it wont be erased for the time being bt it will be erased soon... if i continue to dislike the way u act... i know u dont care so whatever hahaha..!!

well, 2007 was really a good start for me... loves the way I am nowwww... singly, happy, bubbly, hyper, crazyyy assss meee.. im back !! =D I will jst love to protect myself from love nowww... not the time for it... thank u ! =D there are more things I have to do in ma life... study hard, good job, have a tight and close relation with parentss.. thats all mission/aims to be accomplish in life... so I really do hope ITB will accept me on JUNE 21.. hope i can see my name on it.... will really study harddddddddddddddd............................ please! for the sake of myself and sake of the future family im gonna have and for the sake of ma parents nowwwww.... take it easy n patiently waitingggg...
okay its a long post i knoww.. jst feel like SPLATTING out everything hahaha.. since ive got nothing much to do.. so yeah.. enjooyyssss...


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