1st term holidays is coming to a close today, tomorrow (for me, anyways). I'm not going to school tomorrow. Don't quite fancy that idea, since I'll be missing my classes. It's not easy catching up with missed classes especially when you have them EVERY SINGLE DAY. At the same time, I fancy that idea too.

I'm putting my feet down ... I think

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play,
All the broken dreams,
Take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday,
They can take the future that we never know,
They can take the places that we said we will go,
All the broken dreams,
Take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.


Remember

/ Alicia Keys - Prelude To A Kiss
Nostalgia

Today is a better day.

Angel and I had planned to go out for lunch together at Excapade since that day at Empire. We planned to go out today and we did. So, she picked me up from my house at around 10.30am and we headed to the Gadong. We invited Azy to join us as well but she couldn't make it We sat and chit chat at Excapade for 3 and a half hours. Gel, I can't believe that we were there for so long! As we arrived at Excapade, I sms-ed Javen and asked whether he wanted to join us at Excapade since he's working today and he did. It was so much fun! It has been a long long time since I hung out with a friend of mine and talked about anything under the sky.

I met her colleagues today and I think they're very nice! I really like Maya, gel! She's so cool! You know who is nice, too. And no, it's not the first person that you're going to think of!

Thanks, gel! I had a wonderful time. See you when I see you!

/ Alicia Keys - Tell You Something

What if you knew that it would be your last day on Earth? What would you do?

What if you wanted to find the right person to spend the rest of your life with but just can't? What would you do?

What if you just can't do what you know you're suppose to? What would you do?

What if, it's so agonizing that you would volunteer to jump the cliff? What would they do?

It doesn't cheapen the memories

/ Ricki Lee - Love Is All Around

I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when you gave up loving me.
Your heart couldn't take no more of me.

I will Always ...


with Love

/ TV: Twitches Too

I was in KB with my family this weekend to go to the cementry and clean up as usual every year. Same as all the other years, we would get up really early, i.e. 5am and we were all ready, we would head out to the cementry to do some cleaning. We would always go to my grandmother's place first then my grandfather & uncle. The latter is the most tiring ones.

When I was at my uncle's grave, I wasn't exactly feeling so well. So, I drank some water and tried to go back to cleaning but it didn't exactly work. Then, I started feeling dizzy so I tried to walk towards my mom. My legs were already sort of weak but walked towards her anyways. When I opened my eyes, I couldn't see properly and everything was spinning round and round. The next thing I know, I fainted. BUT, I thought I was still standing up. I got rushed to the hospital in KB. I was gasping for air pretty badly. And, on my way to the hospital my hands were cramping up. It's not like those usual leg cramps. It was much worse than that until my hands looked deformed. I was screaming & crying in the car because it hurt so bad. I stayed in the hospital only for a few minutes. I don't think it's even up to 30 minutes. My hands stopped cramping after a long and agonizing time but they shivered really badly after they stop cramping.


I'm fine now.

/ Ricki Lee - Can't Sing A Different Song

Pictures, as promised

Me, JiaYean & Rita during our outing that day before JiaYean goes back to KL. Notice how tiny I look with them. I have no idea why I look that small around them

Me, JiaYean & Jess. I'm still tiny!

All of us who went out together that day.

After we took the picture above, I met up with 'the guys' at WestStreet. Hence, the picture below.

This boy was apparently going thru' my stuff in my handbag and found my camera. There we go.

For Jiejie Karen & Ah-ber





I just wonder where she gets it from.

[EDITED]
Mom was looking through the cupboards in the kitchen, searching for a pyrex which didn't belong to us.
Mom: Now, where's the tray?
Dad started looking through the cupboards in the kitchen.
Dad: There's the tray.
Mom: Okay. Take it out for me.
Dad: I cannot see it.



[/EDITED]

/ Ricki Lee - Brand New Day



Ber, I think I need you. I feel so lonely sleeping alone every night with nobody to talk to. There's no one left...

/ TV: American Idol

I am back! I'm sorry for not updating for so long and suddenly closed it down for a little while. I been going thru' a rough time in my life for more than a month now, I think. ANYWAYS, I am a lower six student now at PTEB. The first day of school was a little lonely because all my other friends are in MD and none of them are with me. There's only 9 St. Andrew's student in PTE and among them, there's only 2 girls including me. Azy, we have each other! So, basically, I've been hanging out with the guys during recess and lunch. Obviously, I made new friends! I still miss my old friends... you know who you are. I'm taking Economics, Business Studies, Maths & EAS. I was really hoping on not doing maths ever again BUT I didn't have much choice as that's the best combination to my subjects. I shouldn't have laughed at Kylie when she told me that she's taking maths.

School holiday starts today, tomorrow. For me, it starts today. We have a crosscountry race today but I decided on not going. Well, I have nothing to lose unlike those who gets transport allowance. When it was time to apply for the allowance, the teacher who brief us said that yellow & red ic holders are entitled to get allowance but their house must be at least 8KM away from school. I took the form but I wasn't sure whether my house is 8KM away. The way home was such a long and boring road so I thought it would be more than 8KM. To my surprise, it was only 4KM! How interesting. The conclusion is, I don't get any allowance.

I spent time with my friends last two weeks. Had a party last weekend. It was Benny's birthday. HAPPY BELATED, BENNY! I stayed until 2am at Empire with Benny and the guys. Usually, when I see Benny, he would give me a hug and when I leave, he'll give me another hug. This time when I left, he gave me a hug & kiss. Since it was his birthday, I gave him a kiss, too. just on the cheek I'll post up pictures soon.

I know you do. Don't lie!